Self Portrait
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Your silence has been with me and I have let it have its say.
I am aflame.
Around me, everything dies.
I am that clumsy human, always loving, loving, loving. And loving. And never leaving.
- me, the motherfucker with over 50 abandoned works in progress: i have another idea
“where do you see yourself in five years”
slightly dehydrated, eating refried beans out of a can in an abandoned old metal trailer in the desert. My look can be described as “grungey power ranger shounen.” With me are four other people with similar aesthetics, dipping their feet in a duct-taped wading pool and sharing a cooler of popsicles. Against a cinder-block fire-pit that may or may not shelter multiple rattlesnakes leans a bright yellow vespa that may or may not be able to hover, and a goat is chewing on what’s left of a potted plant just outside the trailer’s front door. On an old radio with antenna longer than I am tall, tuned into an un-locatable radio station, my chemical romance crackles in and out. The government thinks I’m dead and my student loans are void. Things are good.
The ending really floored me.
Ah I’m glad this is back bc it’s more relevant than ever.
me? constantly afraid of being abandoned and replaced? hell yes
since the whole Gay Babadook thing got popular, i’ve honestly gotten less paranoid being home alone in my (pretty creepy) house. whenever i hear a bump, i just think “oh that’s just the babadook in my basement, doing his gay shit” and it’s suddenly not scary
Thank You, Gay Babadook
When Daddy has to work all day:
Me: I’m fine.
Me: I’m an adult, I don’t need him every second of the day!
Me: I’ll just do grown up stuff.
Me: *lays in bed*
Me: *plays Animal Crossing: New Leaf and Yoshi’s Island*
Me: *sits with stuffies and pouts*
Me: He’s off in a couple hours, I’ll be fine.
Me: I’m a grown up.
Me: …I’m a big girl….
Me: …I’m….
Me: ………
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me: *bursts into tears* I want my Daddyyyyy!!!
pearlsdaddy me


